Lately i have been feeling rather uptight about things. And im sure it's not just pms-ing whatsoever. Im getting kinda overwhelmed with all the things i have to do in such a short span of time.
I have to work on my SATs, for some reason i've been thinking about which extra subjects to take, i have to work on my TOEFL - i just realized how bad my vocab is. i have to check out some Uni's to see what subs i ACTUALLY can take for SAT2, etc etc. not only THAT, the coll counsellors have been asking us to prepare our c.v's starting now - but what have i got to compile? people have national and international records, they can speak like..ten languages..okay maybe five,hehe. your's truly, can speak english and.......thats it. hehe.
and JPA arrrgh! wants us to APPLY FOR IVY LEAGUE. like hell-o?? ivy league? dream on man..so if we cant get into ivy league or ivy league standard we have to do two years here. (did i mention this already? *hmm* cant remember)
and suddenly i feel incredibly STUPID. haih. im so blur in calculus...so blur that Computer class actually sounds easier. i feel bad for keep bugging my friends to explain the math solutions to me. i feel bad for my unceasing whining...and here i am teaching the kids at church the DILIGENCE chapter. shame on me. i teach them to say : - i will not be lazy - i will do my best - and what not.
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