Short and simple

Joseph messaged me after so long!!! Well he's fine but he said its pretty hard to get some real friends like me. He's been busy with Liau so let's just forgive him. You're forgiven Joseph.

When i'm bored...

Finish the phrases. Some may beuncomfortable, but you'll manage.Repost it as "Finish the phrases" whenyou're done!

1. I've come to realize that my lastdance..= was not with a guy
2. I am listening to..= the voices in my head.
3. I talk..= Too much
4. I love..= you know who.
6. My first dance..= was so long ago
9. Love is..= giving and not expecting in return
10. Marriage is..= my greatest ambition
11. Somewhere, someone is thinking..= gosh she's a fool
12. I'll always..= be horny hahah
13. I have a secret crush..= thats really not so secret-lah
14. I cried because..= i cant let go
15. My cell phone is..= on my lap..
16. I woke up this morning and..= did sit-ups
17. Before I go to bed..= i msg alot
18. Right now I am thinking..= am i insane?
19. Babies are..= something i wanna have one day with the man i love.
21. Today, I..= didnt manage to start my assgn.
22. Tonight I will..= force myself to do it
23. Tomorrow I will be..= going to church
24. I really want to be..= somebody's girlfriend..anybody.hahaha
25. Someone who will most likelyrepost this is..= definitely not me

Thank the Heavens above..

woohoo! i got my World Class Scholarship!!! yhay yhay....100% waiver to do my mass com degree locally...thank GOd man......hopefully i can maintain my good grades..muahahah./..

arrgh

isssyh.,..i typed a super super nice long post...and *poof* its gone..too bad for YOU.

here's the gist of it. on monday, while i was in the train...an Arabic guy from college chatted me up.....asked for my name....say i very pretty....invited me go Midvalley with him.....and asked for my number...HAH. there....200 words summarized into ONE paragraph...gee..am i pretty?? =P

aniwae..i went for ANOTHER scholarship interview today....it went well..heh heh heh....and i did my first official cunted powerpoint presentation ever!! its a big deal wei! considering my skills..hahaha.......oh a big thank you to KL for helping me out *u knoe wat*....

so cross our fingers and hope I get it kay?? hehehe./....oh i can finally SLEEP tonight.....this has been too much wei.....la la la..

Anyone interested for a movie with me next week or so? Krul will be leaving at May 14 and i'm pretty sure you guys would love to see each other after so long. So anyone? And maybe we can shop and do more stupid things.

FINALLY

heyya guys...

geez..FINALLY MY COMPUTER IS BACK TO NORMAL. so..here i am....able to post..just that i forgot half of what i wanted to say..cant post in coll...got blocked...say that ''ur attempt to enter a pornography site has been noted by the ICT Dept.'' wat the....... "-_-

i havent been doing much.... coll is not too fun yet....dun think i'll ever find another class like ours yea? haih..musnt put my expectations too high..

i miss everyone.,...i miss haih..

i promise i'll blog more often kay? provided u read la...=P

btw..my friend almost got raped that day. she lives in an apartment and a guy followed her into the lift....and inside he was smiling one kind at her all....so when the lift door open she run out and shout 'Help! HELP!' and he chased her....then when the neighbours come out he fled thru the fire exit... scary leh....

puts a thought into my head you know..i walk to the KTM station alone everyday leh...haha and im a very pretty victim ;-).

Oscar Award for ME?

Today we had our second Statistics test. On Probability. The test was okay ; it was pretty easy but the last question really need some thinking. So here's there scary thing about the test. We were given 50 minutes to complete the test which consist of 5 questions. As usual i finish my paper pretty fast. So i was just sitting and gazing at the others. ChunLei and Kalpana sat in front of me. They asked me whether i can do question 5 or not. Well i finished my paper so that answers them. When they saw the method i used to solve the question they kind of laughed at me. And then Mr.Chiam said "To solve the last question , you need 2 equations" Well thats how i solve the last question. So i was right after all. ChunLei took my paper to have a look. Now the scary part. As she was looking at my paper (she took my paper in front as she was sitting in front of me), Mr.Chiam came asking for my paper. Gosh my paper is not with me! Guess what i did? I opened my files and my bag ; pretending that i've no idea where my answer sheet was. And then Mr.Chiam asked again "Where is your paper?" I said "I dont know. Maybe its on the floor?" Lucky thing ChunLei dropped the paper on the floor. So she picked it up and gave it to me. Lavanya which was beside ChunLei found a ruler somewhere near the paper and she said "Is this ruler your's too?" Great acting by people of s2? Guess Mr.Chiam figured it out but lets just say he's a nice guy okay? WE PROMISE NOT TO BE SO STUPID AT COPYING AGAIN! (Not like i copied XD)



Went for DoTA after class. Played 2 game. Won the first and lost for the second one. KeeLeong and YiJun kind of owned. JinYee's getting better. Vijo's first time. ME? I'm lousy

Today i had a lollypop before Biology which was the first subject for the day. Been so long since i last got a lollypop from someone. Vijo gave me the lolly as he was having a couple of them. Biology ended without me realising it. ZhengHan had bah kut teh from the canteen during break. Come to Klang if you want to know what is reall bah kut teh. Chemistry was after that. Mr.Subra gave another worksheet but its on Acid-Base. Took 2 hours just to finish the front page. Physics comes after that. JinYee and Vijo were determined to skip Mr.Yeoh's class to go for CS! They persuaded YiJun and KeeLeong to follow them and they agreed. Now me. I dont this kind of things. To skip class just to play some stupid game. They eventually followed me to the class and as expected Mr.Yeoh didn't let them go. So they kind of blamed me for it. Got some nice whacking for them. Hey i didnt ask them to follow me to the class. Yet they're blaming me. So JinYee was like making noises in the class ; to annoy Mr.Yeoh so that he'll let him go i guess but ShiYunn kind of get pissed and JinYee got a piece of her mind. I completed the past year papers by 1.30 and Mr.Yeoh agreed to let us go. No more class means CS. Played assualt. Got owned by KeeLeong. Well i'm bad with terrosists you know. Today the weather was so freaking hot. But it rained when we were going back. Ran the whole way to the train station.

yo. i'm back. it's been a nice solid, BORING month of work so far... haiz... everyday,

1.work.
2.go canteen, eat.
3.bored, go back to work.
4.go home. eat dinner.
5.check for internet line, nope, not today...
6.play the legend of zelda for a while.
7.sleep.
8.go to work.
rinse and repeat EVERY weekday for 3months.

i'm losing brain here. somebody help me.

i need a hug.

me want glug, glug.

uhhh??

*brain dies*

btw, Heroes rox!!
i got my paycheck today lol.. RM734.

cheers ^^

Liau is so so outdated! LOL call her sakai!. (Feels good to finally have someone to disturb XD)

The New and The Old.

Here's a conversation between Pornie and I on Monday. Check it out!

B’Nie says:

i've been thinking about ppl in college

B'Nie says:

i think i might not like a lot of girls

kl says:

gues so

B'Nie says:

hopefully what I predict won't come to pass

B'Nie says:

oh well, i'll just be an island by myself until I find someone not so “lebih”

B'Nie says:

haha! what if I become “lebih” too?

kl says:

herm

kl says:

wish u luck then

kl says:

u're not la

B'Nie says:

ppl change in college

kl says:

i changed?

B'Nie says:

surely you have changed

B'Nie says:

in what ways you've changed, I'm not so sure

B'Nie says:

since it's been a long time since I talk to you face to face

kl says:

but i dont think any of us will change

B'Nie says:

we will la KL

B'Nie says:

everyday ppl go thru changes

B'Nie says:

small ones perhaps

B'Nie says:

but it will accumulate

B'Nie says:

and if we don't keep in contact with someone

B'Nie says:

the next time they see us, they'll be astounded with the changes

B'Nie says:

'cause they didn't see the changes progressively

kl says:

true i guess

kl says:

but its kind of sad knowing tht

B'Nie says:

we should still learn to accept ppl even though they've changed

B'Nie says:

we can't just ignore

B'Nie says:

but it's easier to say all these than do it of course
kl says:

yea i know tht but wht if like one day one of your best fren sees u and just say hi and then bye?

kl says:

unlike the past where u all can continue talkin for hours and hours

kl says:

i mean when u don hav anything in common anymore

B'Nie says:

then maybe it's just time to move on

kl says:

gosh life is scary

B'Nie says:

at least you know that once upon a time, you and that person had lots of memories together

B'Nie says:

yeah..

B'Nie says:

of course it'll be sad a thing

kl says:

but i'm tht kind of person tht hope it lasts

kl says:

haha

B'Nie says:

but if the other person is just unresponsive and you did your part then there's nothing more you can do about it

B'Nie says:

yeah, i hope my friendships last too

B'Nie says:

i have very few close friends hahah

kl says:

yea but u wont know what wil happen to them

kl says:

if don talk to each other as time goes by dont u think u'll hav ntg in common anymore?

B'Nie says:

ok..look at marriages for an instant

B'Nie says:

surely there must be more to relationships than having something in common right?

kl says:

ya

B'Nie says:

you're bound to get bored with someone

B'Nie says:

after spending lots of time with them

kl says:

well most of the marriages are due to commitment

B'Nie says:

yup

B'Nie says:

so are friendships

kl says:

but i feel different in the term for friendship

B'Nie says:

you don't just leave the person once you're bored with them or once you feel like nothing anymore

B'Nie says:

but it's hard la

B'Nie says:

coz friendship is not exactly marriage

kl says:

i feel friends are the people we hav fun wid, the people we went through hard times wid

B'Nie says:

most ppl just let go once they have nothing in common anymore

B'Nie says:

but it's ok if both parties feel that way

kl says:

for marriages u hav to look after ur family

kl says:

its so different

B'Nie says:

if it's one-sided, then it's hard la for the one who's holding on

kl says:

well i dont tihnk i'll ever giv up on my friendships

B'Nie says:

good, then

kl says:

but lets jus say i did my part and my fren doesnt it would b reli hurtful isnt it?

B'Nie says:

yup

B'Nie says:

but at least you know you tried

B'Nie says:

ahahah

kl says:

its like when they hav new friends they'll jus dump us

kl says:

its like u're my past , get lost

kl says:

haha

B'Nie says:

hahah.. yeah, i hope i won't need to go through that

B'Nie says:

but then again, I think I may not pursue if it happens

kl says:

yea.. some ppl when they hav new frens they'll jus dump their old frens

B'Nie says:

i mean, in this world there are so many more interesting, nicer people than me

kl says:

u're nice la

B'Nie says:

so it's not surprising if ppl leave me when they found nicer friends

kl says:

juz hope i don hav such ppl as my frens

B'Nie says:

hahah

kl says:

but even if they find nicer ppl they cant jus leave u

kl says:

cant they jus be greedy and take both

B'Nie says:

so u see, it's not really about how interesting and how much u have in common with someone

B'Nie says:

i think ppl just kinda grow on u

B'Nie says:

and u just need them around you - that's it

kl says:

guess so

B'Nie says:

heheheh..take both? hahah can

kl says:

tht would b me

kl says:

its ok being greedy right

B'Nie says:

it's not greedy

B'Nie says:

it's just being loyal

kl says:

LOL

kl says:

herm

kl says:

i think most of our frens are great

B'Nie says:

yup

kl says:

so should b ok right

B'Nie says:

yeah

kl says:

but the thing is like jus say u're walkin in the mall wid ur NEW frens

kl says:

then u saw me or something

B'Nie says:

i'll introduce u to them as my pet Pornie

kl says:

u'll juz come and say hi how are you then u'll walk away wid ur NEw frens d right?

kl says:

well thats about it?

B'Nie says:

u wanna come along?

B'Nie says:

can of course

B'Nie says:

haaha

kl says:

haha err think better don use me

B'Nie says:

if you meet me with my future bf, i'll bring u along too

B'Nie says:

u can bite him if he tries to be funny with me

B'Nie says:

hahahah!

kl says:

but what if there’s like sensitive ppl.. jus coz u spend time wid ur new frens they get angry etc

B'Nie says:

what?

kl says:

i'll LAUGH

B'Nie says:

okay..ppl like that ah... i'll tell them tht they shudnt be so sensitive la

B'Nie says:

after all, i know u longer than i know them right?

kl says:

oh ok

kl says:

haha yea

B'Nie says:

exactly

B'Nie says:

so if i go dating, i bring u along k?

kl says:

LOl don.. dowan to b lamp post

kl says:

i'll kena ignore

kl says:

its normal right like u said

kl says:

haha

B'Nie says:

hahahah

B'Nie says:

but even weirder is

B'Nie says:

let's say ur gf can't get along with ur frens

kl says:

yea

B'Nie says:

i think that's an even bigger prob

kl says:

yup i kind of understand

kl says:

glad u're my master

kl says:

haha

B'Nie says:

glad you're my pet Pornie

kl says:

LOL

kl says:

like tht day we all went to joann’s hse

kl says:

bird and me wasnt interested in NS at all

kl says:

and we were like so boring then haha

kl says:

herm hope so

kl says:

and u xl josef was like so excited bout ns

kl says:

well thts wat i said

kl says:

we're losing our common topics

kl says:

slowly we wil hav ntg to talk about anymore

B'Nie says:

no la.. we just didn't have enough time to warm up that day

kl says:

we don spend enough time together?

B'Nie says:

yeah

kl says:

haha thts kind of wht i meant

B'Nie says:

i mean, before we can get down to the more fun crazy stuffs

kl says:

breaking us apart

B'Nie says:

we need to warm up 1st and all

B'Nie says:

hahahahaha

B'Nie says:

well, you can't exactly keep everyone right?

kl says:

yea

kl says:

but for me and bird i think we prefer to talk and laugh

kl says:

not bout those serious stuffs

B'Nie says:

i can do both

B'Nie says:

hahahah

kl says:

thts y we like to make a fool out of ourselves

B'Nie says:

yeah, fun!

B'Nie says:

funny la

kl says:

no offence but sometimes seriuous talk is so boring

kl says:

haha

B'Nie says:

not like those days in school... we meet everyday

B'Nie says:

and do crappy stuffs

kl says:

when i make myself a fool at least i'll b laughing

kl says:

and i'm pretty sure some of our frens were enjoying themselves too

kl says:

right?

B'Nie says:

yup

B'Nie says:

hahah!

kl says:

so thts wat i meant by spendin time wid frens

kl says:

quality time

B'Nie says:

Of course la, unless they have no sense of humour

B'Nie says:

it's hard now

B'Nie says:

everyone's busy

kl says:

yup

kl says:

walking their own path

kl says:

haha

B'Nie says:

in fact, you might not see me online so frequently anymore in May onwards

kl says:

yup

kl says:

i don on9 tht frequent anymore also la

B'Nie says:

I don't even sms Scruncies much

kl says:

u c

kl says:

thts wat i meant by bond breaking

kl says:

haha

B'Nie says:

no la..when we meet up then we really talk la

kl says:

haha good for u then

B'Nie says:

because I'm not those type of ppl who really sms a lot and all

B'Nie says:

i prefer talking or chatting

kl says:

oo

Well, that's part of what we chatted about. There's more stuffs of course, but that's Top Secret.

I hope you guys can connect to whatever we chatted about. See, friends are important! Therefore, the moral of the story is, don't forget old friends after finding new ones. You can at least try to repair the bond that might be slowly breaking. At least you did your part right?

April Fool's Day - Its 1st April! April Fool's Day - the day upon which we are reminded of what we are on the other three-hundred and sixty-four. As soon as 31st March turns 1st April , some people had been trying to trick me. The first was WuJia. She said she loved me. And of course its a courtesy to say thank you and thats what i did exactly. But theres no chance i would buy it. Well we must be creative people. Time to use the brain (Finally) The second person who tried to trick me was Des. How evil of her. She said she's going to INTI. And again dont expect me to trust her. She should tell me after 1st of April if she's really going there. So far i'm still untricked and yet i've tricked a number of people (As usual). Its fun to trick and being tricked but whatever happenes always put a smile on your face. Its the day to have fun people!

Bah Kut Teh - This morning i had Bah Kut Teh again. How typical for a Klang person to have bah kut teh every morning. Well Klang : The holy land of Bah Kut Teh is indeed true. Its more to a family thing when i have bah kut teh. Well i followed my family and i dont go for bah kut teh myself. So off we went to Angsa Emas. When we got there we realised there was no more bah kut teh for us. So we changed place and went to Bayu Perdana instead. Hey its Klang so theres bah kut teh everywhere. Went there with my grandma , my aunts and my cousins. What we usually do after eating is that we will have some chinese tea just to waste time since its the weekend.

-The Mystery of The Pic Album-
Well people in my MSN list had been sending this Pic album. Some of my friends said it some kind of virus. Trojan or something. Some of my other friends said its just a trick since its April Fool's Day. I got the file from PaulYeo but i didnt open it. Thanks to Pay. Well i'm not willing to take the risk to get my computer infected with viruses and i didnt bother scanning the file before opening. I didnt even tried opening it. So i'm still wondering whether its a prank or its the real thing? I'm curious. Shouldnt had deleted the Pic album so soon cause i can play with it and find out the truth! Anyway if its a trick its a good one. Cheers!